Monday, December 14, 2009

Full Circle....

Feel like I am walking down memory lane this evening....Hannah officially started Depakote tonight.  This was her very first seizure medication when she was 4 years old.  Wow.  Almost 6 years ago.  I still remember EXACTLY where I was when I was told she was having seizures.  The day our lives changed. Her wonderful pediatrician called me from her home on her day off....I was driving.  I pulled over in a church parking lot and listened in disbelief.  We finally had an answer as to what was wrong, but I felt so blindsided.  The wind knocked out of me.....I had no idea, at the time, what a rollercoaster we were about to go on....good thing too.  I could not have handled it.

So, because we have only two medications left to try and both have a very little chance of helping, we are trying Depakote again.  Six years ago, this drug had very little side affects (if any), but never controlled her seizures.  Her seizures were very different then.  So, we will see if it controls her better now.  We have come full circle..... We are going to wean onto Depakote and in two weeks, start weaning off of Diazepam.  Hopefully, with the holidays and daddy's return from Iraq, we will have a smooth transition of meds.  Faith and Hope.....

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Beautiful Hannah...

How this journey started....

Hannah was born prematurely at 34 weeks gestation. She was a relatively healthy preemie; initially having difficulty maintaining body temperature and needing to grow. She weighed 4 pounds 9 ounces at birth. When she was four months old she began to drool, non stop. We were told the first year she was "teething." At 18 months old, we really started searching for reasons of why her shirt was always soaking wet. We saw various specialists who always sent us to another specialist, saying "everything looks okay." She spent years in oral motor/feeding therapy to help her not to drool. It wasn't until she was four years old and in preschool that we started to get some answers. Her preschool teacher commented one day that she wasn't reponding when her name was called. I took this information to her pediatrician who then orderd an EEG, "just to rule it out." Much to our shock and amazement, the results showed, she was having seizures. That is the day our journey REALLY began. Once she began taking seizure medication the drooling almost stopped completely. (She will still drool to this day when she is having seizure activity). Since then, it has been a roller coaster; countless medications and medication changes. She has never really reponded well to any medication.

About two years after she was diagnosed with epilepsy, the doctors noticed that her blood pressure was running high. After many tests, she was diagnosed with hypertension. We still are not sure why, but her cardiologist feels her blood vessels are thicker than normal.

About this same time, we also began looking into why Hannah was such a horrible sleeper. She would thrash, talk, move every which way, during her sleep. The sleep studies revealed that she has alveolar hypoventilation sydrome, which means she has too much carbon dioxide in her system when she sleeps. To help this, she wears a BI-PAP at night. This has been monumental in giving her more effective and quality of sleep.

Every day is a challenge for Hannah and our family as a whole. Blitzen has been an absolutely wonderful addition. She calms herself sometimes just by petting and loving on him. He has been trained in behavior disruptions and will sometimes be able to stop a meltdown from getting out of control.
It has been extra hard on the whole family since daddy is deployed to Iraq. He has been gone since January 09 and will gone until Jan 2010. We get to talk with him by phone and on the web cam; which is nice, but not the same!! Blitzen has helped to make his absence go just a little smoother....