Thursday, February 24, 2011

hard times...

Hannah is really having a hard time titrating with Vimpat.  I am not sure what is going on.  When we initially started it, she started having non stop seizures and seizure activity.  Dr Neuro backed way down on the titration schedule and we re-introduced it much slower.  At first, the second go around seemed to be fine, but now it's not.  She has started seizing more again, behavior is ramped up and she is sleeping in school.  I mean really sleeping.  They have an area in the back of the room for her to lay down and she sleeps for a couple periods at a time.  ugh.  They are frustrated,  I am frustrated , and I know Hannah is frustrated!!!

I have called the dr again.  twice now...  haven't heard back (also quite frustrating)...  I don't know if we will keep trying with the vimpat.  And, I have no idea what will be the next poison of choice.  I am bringing up the vns to him.  I really think it's time to give it a try.  Maybe we can make it through puberty in one piece with it....

As hard as this is...  I had a reality check this morning when I realized a child with epilepsy (and other medical issues) died last night.  He had back to back to back seizures and then just quit breathing.  He could not be revived.  I ache for the family.  He was only 6 yearrs old.  Riley and his family were raising money for him to get a service dog from 4 Paws for Ability.  I lift heart felt prayers to the Stacel family....

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Beautiful Hannah...

How this journey started....

Hannah was born prematurely at 34 weeks gestation. She was a relatively healthy preemie; initially having difficulty maintaining body temperature and needing to grow. She weighed 4 pounds 9 ounces at birth. When she was four months old she began to drool, non stop. We were told the first year she was "teething." At 18 months old, we really started searching for reasons of why her shirt was always soaking wet. We saw various specialists who always sent us to another specialist, saying "everything looks okay." She spent years in oral motor/feeding therapy to help her not to drool. It wasn't until she was four years old and in preschool that we started to get some answers. Her preschool teacher commented one day that she wasn't reponding when her name was called. I took this information to her pediatrician who then orderd an EEG, "just to rule it out." Much to our shock and amazement, the results showed, she was having seizures. That is the day our journey REALLY began. Once she began taking seizure medication the drooling almost stopped completely. (She will still drool to this day when she is having seizure activity). Since then, it has been a roller coaster; countless medications and medication changes. She has never really reponded well to any medication.

About two years after she was diagnosed with epilepsy, the doctors noticed that her blood pressure was running high. After many tests, she was diagnosed with hypertension. We still are not sure why, but her cardiologist feels her blood vessels are thicker than normal.

About this same time, we also began looking into why Hannah was such a horrible sleeper. She would thrash, talk, move every which way, during her sleep. The sleep studies revealed that she has alveolar hypoventilation sydrome, which means she has too much carbon dioxide in her system when she sleeps. To help this, she wears a BI-PAP at night. This has been monumental in giving her more effective and quality of sleep.

Every day is a challenge for Hannah and our family as a whole. Blitzen has been an absolutely wonderful addition. She calms herself sometimes just by petting and loving on him. He has been trained in behavior disruptions and will sometimes be able to stop a meltdown from getting out of control.
It has been extra hard on the whole family since daddy is deployed to Iraq. He has been gone since January 09 and will gone until Jan 2010. We get to talk with him by phone and on the web cam; which is nice, but not the same!! Blitzen has helped to make his absence go just a little smoother....